Thursday, April 03, 2008

I came, I saw, I ruined my investments

“Sensex zooms past 15000 mark”. Retail investors minting money, with some people getting even 200 % return on their investment… Sensex likely to cross 25K mark by next year, say pundits. Such were the headlines appearing in business dailies and magazines in mid 2007. Ever since the Sensex began its bull run, I had been eyeing the stock market for investing. Some of my friends had already made small fortunes investing in “blue chips” and “mid caps”, though at that time, I didn’t have the slightest idea what these terms were supposed to mean. So, such headlines made me impatient to start investing in stocks.

So, when ICICI Bank people dropped by at L&T, I found it all the more convenient to open a demat account to start trading. Sadly though, two weeks later I found out that the bank had sent out my user name and password to a wrong address and I would have a long wait for getting them. The sensex was already past 17000 by then. I decided to rope in a friend of mine who already had a demat account to help me start trading. And thus, finally, my long awaited stint in the stock market started.

I started with a few stocks recommended by my friend. Call it beginner’s luck, or plain coincidence, these stocks moved up in the first few days I had bought them. I was so excited that I began to think I was a fool not to have ventured into this earlier. I began reading Udayan Mukherjee’s columns and any article in newspapers related to the stock market. I soon understood what is a “blue chip”, a “mid cap”, “small cap”, etc. I joined the group of people in L&T who give anxious looks at NDTV Profit/ CNBC during lunch in the canteen or who cast an occasional glance at the rediff money website during office work. Soon, I started joining discussions about the stock market with the finance whiz kids of our department and was proud of this. The stock market meanwhile was continuing its run to dizzy heights. Though the prices of some of the stocks I had bought kept oscillating (were “volatile”, to speak technically), the overall trend was upward and I kept rejoicing each day when my friend told me about my profits. But, because of inexperience, or in plain words pure greed, I didn’t sell off any stock, and what is more, kept buying other shares. The sensex breached the 21000 mark. L&T share value was at an all time high, and everywhere in L&T, especially during lunch, one could see beaming faces. And, in between, I, along with my friend applied for Reliance Power’s much hyped about IPO. Like many a retail investor, we hoped to make some quick bucks.

And then, it happened. January 21, 2008. I watched in horror, transfixed, like many others, as the sensex fell. The shock on people’s faces around me was comparable to the shock on faces of Americans when WTC twin towers collapsed. The next few days were ones marked by confusion, speculation, fear and what not. Some respite came in between in the form of allocation of the Reliance Power share we had applied for. But, alas, it was short lived as the stock listed well below the expected price. Prices of majority of the shares which I had invested in had dropped by about 50 %. Stock market gurus said it was a good time for buying and now called for investing in blue chip companies and stocks with “strong fundamentals”. So, even though I was short on funds, I invested in the best blue chip stock I could think of: L&T. And as if to mock my strategy, L&T stocks which had remained sort of stable above 3000 levels plummeted into the 2000’s, a week after I had bought them, courtesy a loss incurred by the company in hedging. This was the last straw for me.

I, like many other retail investors, have withdrawn from the stock market, no longer interested in peering at the stock price ticker on television or on the internet. All my investments have suddenly become “long term (read as : term till sensex reaches its previously attained heights) investments” and now, it’s back to full time work in office. Of course, if I can borrow a statement from the finance expert of our department : “Woh aadmi sukhi hei jinke padosi dukhi hein”, I can find some solace in the fact that I have lost only 50% of my investment, but some others around me have lost even 90%.

Wednesday, May 31, 2006

Dont Quit

Sunday, March 19, 2006

Who is it between, anyway?

The good you do today,
People will forget tomorrow;
Do good,anyway.
If you are successful,
You will win some false friends,
And some true enemies;
Succeed,anyway.
If you are kind,
People may accuse you of being selfish,
And of having ulterior motives;
Be kind,anyway.
What you spend years building,
Someone may try to destroy overnight;
Build,anyway.
If you are honest and frank,
People may cheat you;
Be honest and frank,anyway.
Give the world the best you have,
And it may not be enough;
Give the world the best you have,anyway.
If you find serenity and happiness,
They may be jealous;
Be happy,anyway.
You see,in the final analysis,
It's between you and God;
It was never between you and them, anyway.

Thursday, February 09, 2006

You are...

You are strong...
when you take your grief and teach it to smile.
You are brave...
when you overcome your fear and help others to do the same.
You are happy...
when you see a flower and are thankful for the blessing.
You are loving...
when your own pain does not blind you to the pain of others.
You are alive...
when tomorrow's hope means more to you than yesterday's mistake.
You are growing...
when you know what you are but not what you will become.
You are wise...
when you know the limits of your wisdom.
You are true...
when you admit there are times you fool yourself.
You are generous...
when you can take as sweetly as you can give.
You are humble...
when you do not know how humble you are.
You are thoughtful...
when you see me just as I am and treat me just as you are.
You are merciful...
when you forgive in others the faults you condemn in yourself.
You are beautiful...
when you don't need a mirror to tell you.
You are rich...
when you never need more than you have.
You are You...
when you are at peace with who you are not.

Monday, January 30, 2006

Kerala-

Kerala- God's own Country... What other title can best describe this state bestowed with as many as 44 rivers and other immense natural resources? A tourists' paradise, the state ranks among the top states in India for its literacy rate, its health facilities etc. In fact, Kerala has all the indicators of an economically developed society which one can compare with the most developed nations of the world. But, sadly, the present day Kerala is one of the best examples of an economic paradox.
Along with an increase in the literacy rate, there has been a phenomenal increase in the number of unemployed educated youth in the state. The state, which boasted to be home to quite a number of industries in the mid seventies and eighties, today has hardly any industry standing tall.Labour strikes, hartals and bandhs seem to be the order of the day. And worst of all, Kerala society seems to be slowly degrading in values.
What has happened to this gifted state? What has come over its people? What all factors are responsible for reducing Kerala to the state it is in, today?
Every year, the state's educational institutions churn out talented youngsters. But the state doesn't get to utilise this vast manpower. In fact, the cream of them are 'exported' to other states or to other countries. Those who stay back are the secondary talent. So, it is no surprise that there has been an increase in the number of unemployed educated youth. The primary aim of any graduate in Kerala seems to be "to leave the state for good". Like minded parents hasten the departure of their children from the state. If some company has branches in Bangalore and Kochi, the youth prefer going to Bangalore rather than stay in Kochi. Such is the mindset of Kerala's generation next.
The lesser said about the industrial scenario in Kerala, the better. Many of the industrial units are facing lockouts. Only trade unions and labour strikes seem to be going strong in the industrial scenario. As a result, the state is proving to be the graveyard of many a budding entrepreneur. Entrepreneurship has had a sudden death in the state. The best illustration of this can be seen in the way in which the Venture Capitalist fund set up the state government has been underutilised. Even after five years of its allocation,only about Rs 6 crores of the Rs 20 crore fund have been utilised.
Slowly but surely, the state administration is awakening to these austere realities. The government is planning a public awareness campaign as well as organising events to promote the state as an investors' destination. If there is a boom in the industrial sector in Kerala, it will definitely solve the problem of unemployment.With that,many of the present problems plaguing the society will be solved.
After all, it is better late than never to make amends.



Thursday, January 26, 2006

New Beginning

Whatever the goal you are pursuing,
No matter how rugged the climb,
Be certain to get there by trying your best,
And taking one day at a time.

"Forever" is hard to imagine,
The "Future" may seem far away,
But every new morning brings a wonderful chance,
To do what you can on that day.

Begin every new day on a fresh note and start enjoying

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